Better Than I Deserve

Pain has found its way into my body
And it has taken over my mind as well
Anguish and tears never seem to leave
I cry out to You Father for healing
I am weary and fatigued by my pain
And yet that doesnt change who You are
You are the Great Healer and You are faithful
I know you hear my cries and my utterings
You know them well and they break Your heart
But my hope is secured in You alone
This body is a temporary home for me
I trust in Your goodness and Your grace
My prayers will never cease nor will my faith

You have never failed and You never will
Every day of this life is an absolute gift
Regardless of my circumstances and pain
You are still a good Father and Daddy
I will never stop praying for deliverance
But I will also see my pain as a blessing
It is my body's desperate need for more of You
Because my cravings for you should never stop
My strength is found in You and I am strong
Your grace is enough and is perfected in my weakness
I have escaped hell cuz of Your loving kindness
Being alive instead of dead is already better than I deserve
This pain wont stop me from shouting Your goodness
Cuz You my God never change and never will

Read Psalm 65